Dream Journal
I was on a school trip and we had stopped for the night. There were makeshift beds on all surfaces as us students tried to settle down for sleep.
I headed toward the locker room, and stepped into the bathroom stall. The door nearly fell off its hinges when I tried to latch it. I sat down to pee, and the door had disappeared along with the walls around me. A guy I went to high school with was sitting on a toilet on my left.
There were many people walking by. I stood up and wiped quickly so that no would would see. I dropped the toilet paper into the bowl and it stuck a little to my thigh, causing the paper to unwad. The guy next to me looked over and saw the toilet paper all red from my period. I looked at him and said, “Yuck.” He looked up at my eyes with a horrified look on his face. “That’s what I was thinking,” he said.
I was then filling my water bed with water in a corner of the girls’ room while Steve was lying on it. There was some problem with the waterbed, so I turned off the water and all of the water I had just put inside of it soaked into the liner. I worried that I had damaged the mattress underneath.
It was evening and I stood on the sidewalk the next day. Matt caught me and put his arm around my waist. He leaned down to kiss me on the lips while I expected a kiss on the cheek. I could see Steve over his shoulder. Matt was sad that I was leaving, but wanted me to be happy. He told me to come back for a visit soon.
A photographer took my picture and needed to take Ryan Derry’s photo. We were deep in a forest, and the photographer wanted to get higher above the treetops to get the sky and mountains behind him in the picture.
The photographer and I climbed up a level and Ryan looked up onto it. He said that he wouldn’t go any further. He pointed to a tiny smudge of red on a leaf and said that his dad had fallen and cut himself there just yesterday.
I sat at a piano with a 5-year-old girl, and she asked me to teach her a song. I showed her where E is because that was the starting note of the song, then realized I should show her C first. When I showed her C, I realized that I showed her the C above middle C, giving her no frame of reference.
Feeling I was making it too complicated, I told her to try and follow me. I slowly played Three Blind Mice an octave above her and had her copy me. She soon gave up copying me and just plunked around.
I let her plunk and moved to the recliner chair next to the piano. Matt was already in the chair, but there was a bit of room on his right and I slid in sideways. The chair was only meant for one person, and I was sitting on top of him more than next to him.
My right knee slid over his thigh and my breasts pressed against his chest. I knew that he could see down my shirt, so I leaned forward to cover my chest with my head, and I held my bra in my mouth.
I could tell I was having quite an effect on him and I did what I could to inadvertently arouse him more. I leaned in closer to tell him something, making sure he could see far down my shirt. I mentioned how easy it was to press into his groin with my knee, demonstrated, and he rearranged himself.
I leaned over him and passionately kissed him then leaned back. He kept his eyes closed.
I watched Matt as he squeezed through a small hole into a dressing room to try on a shirt. After he got through, he noticed that the dressing room connected to the bathroom - and the bathroom had a working door.
We were then starting up the stairs when I turned around and he grabbed one of my breasts. We had been in a relationship in the past, but that had been prior to B. I was facing down stairs and for a second leaned into his hand. But then I remembered that we were no longer together and demanded he let go.
I could see my parents in their rocking chairs watching television. Their backs were somewhat to us and couldn’t see what was going on. I didn’t want to make a scene, so my demands to Matt were quite. When he refused to let go and instead held on tighter, I called for mom to help me.
I was then in a library with my high school French instructor, Alan, and a small group of classmates. There were piles of books on the table; I grabbed one and began skimming it.
Alan was recommending books for each of the students there. Surprised that I was already halfway through the book, I notice that everyone else has sat down except for me. Not wanting to take the time away from my book to get a chair, I perched on the edge of the table and resume my reading while the book recommendation faded to the background.
Themes: Matt
My friend Matt and I are in a house basement - it is laid out just like the basement at work. I lean in on tip toe (he is taller than I) and give him a kiss on the lips. He looks a little shocked, and glances at the stairs leading up. He asks about B, and I answered him with another kiss. No longer as shocked, he kisses me back.
Then I am lying on top of him; we are kissing frequently. We giggle and kiss and have a great time in the basement.
Themes: Matt
My friend Matt was in a large bathtub filled with water, and Melissa, Pam, and I were going to join him. Melissa got in first and slid to the opposite end of the tub - as far away from Matt as possible. Then I got in and sat next to him so that Pam didn’t have to - I knew she didn’t like him. I had a towel held in front of me because I was naked and didn’t want Matt to see - we were, in fact, all naked. As soon as Pam got in the tub (she sat next to Melissa), the bathtub was incredibly crowded. Matt leaned over to whisper something in my ear and he ended up nibbling on it, but at an angle so that the other two couldn’t see. I really liked it, and he did it more and more often. We ended up in each other’s arms making out pretty heavily and I let my towel fall off. Melissa and Pam ended up getting out because Matt and I were taking up the whole tub. I was very aware of our nakedness. Afterwards, back in the living room area, he wouldn’t make eye contact with me. He ended up spending the rest of the night sitting on the toilet with diarrhea.
Themes: Matt, Melissa, Pam & Tina, Toilet