rhapsodic dreams

Dream Journal

dreamed on March 17, 2003

I, B, and another male walked into a room that resembled the choir room in high school. In this room stood KatiAnn, a friend from high school, and three other girls the same age. All four of them were stark naked and standing in a line while dancing and singing; KatiAnn was at the end of the line furthest from the door and us. I was very shocked to see these girls doing this because it was nothing like their personalities.

After a short while I realized that they were completely drunk and didn’t know what they were doing. Because of their nakedness, I tried to push B out the door and back into the hallway. But he kept wandering back in, staring with horrified confusion. The other guy we were with had the same horrified look as B. Neither one of them could look away.

I am then lying on my back in the middle of a small room. I slowly become aware that someone is kneeling over me. After some more time, I realize the person is female, and she is naked. Suddenly aroused, I sit up and grab her from behind. Her flesh is a very light color, feels smooth, and smells clean.

I run my hands over her sides and hips, around to her stomach, and down to her groin. My fingers close around a penis I recognize to be as B’s. Confused, I turn her around and see a female groin. But again when I feel her genitals, she has a penis.

Themes: BGender ConfusionSex

dreamed on March 13, 2002

I was watching a man walk around an empty white room. He was tall and skinny. His skin was very pale but he did not look sick. His outfit consisted of very shiny black leather lingerie. He was wearing a corset and a garter belt connected to black stockings. His shoes were high black stilettos and he walked confidently in them. He was also wearing an impressively large cape. He was walking and turning as if on a runway showing off his wardrobe and magnificent physique. He turned one last time and sat down almost pompously in a large chair as if it were a throne.

I then became aware of other people to my left watching him with me. We were behind a piece of glass and I had assumed that it was one of those one-way mirrors. I turned my attention back to the man in black leather and noticed something slightly alarming. He was not wearing any sort of underwear underneath his garter belt. However, as he was sitting in his makeshift throne, I could not see any part of his sexual organ, nor could I recall seeing his groin while he was preening around the room. I thought that perhaps he had tucked his privates underneath his crossed legs as he sat.

Themes: Gender Confusion

dreamed on July 9, 2001

I was in an apartment, it was mine in the dream - the second floor of a duplex - and I had a female roommate. She was heavyset and we got a long great. I was leaving the apartment to go somewhere when we started kissing quite passionately. I pressed up against her and noticed that she had an erect penis. I kinda flipped out about thins since I had thought she was a girl, but I couldn’t get away. After some time of struggling, I fled the apartment.

Then Melissa, my sister, and I were driving up a hill, kinda like East Hill in Homer. Then all of a sudden our car was gone and we knew that it had been stolen. So we kept walking up the hill in order to find the thief that took our car. The road became quite a considerable grade in that we now had to climb up the road as if it were a vertical cliff. So we’re climbing and climbing straight up the yellow line of the road when we see this older man. He had a dog that had just had puppies, but he gave them all away. He and his small dog joined us in our climb.

Not far into the climb his dog had puppies again. We were very excited to see it happen. He placed her and her puppies in a basket he had for them. The dog rolled over so that the puppies could feed, and I noticed that she didn’t have any swollen nipples like new mothers do. I thought that this was because the nipples don’t enlarge until a few hours after the puppies were born. But then I knew that wasn’t right. I looked on, puzzled, as the puppies tried and tried to get some milk. Something was wrong, but I couldn’t place my finger on it. Then it dawned on me: the mommy dog had a penis that the puppies were trying to feed from. I felt what the puppies were doing was wrong, and I tried to make them stop.

Themes: Gender ConfusionMelissa