Dream Journal
Damon arrived at the airport to pick Steve and I up and had fresh fruit smoothies for each of us. The smoothies were so good, and Damon dropped us off at the tropical resort as we finished them. Damon had some errands to run and left us at the resort. We wandered around for a bit and I decided I wanted another smoothie.
When Damon returned, I asked him what kind of smoothie he had gotten for me but he didn’t remember. I told him that it was the best smoothie in the world, but he dismissed my claims and insisted it was just a regular smoothie. I didn’t believe that he couldn’t remember what he ordered for me.
We stood at the smoothie bar in the middle of a wading pool, water lapping at our knees, and argued about the smoothie. Frustrated, I ended up ordering a raspberry, strawberry, lime smoothie and hoped I would like it. The woman behind the smoothie bar picked a lime from a container and it was crystallized with sugar.
She handed me my smoothie and when I turned away I saw the nutritional information said each one had 9000 calories. I didn’t want my smoothie any more so I set it down by the wading pool. Bruce came over and, seeing the discarded smoothie, asked who was wasting good food like that.
Then Bruce was helping me wax my bikini line. He pulled my thong tight to my skin to make sure the edges were all cleaned up, then asked if I wanted some spot checks. I said sure. Using tweezers he plucked a stray hair here and there and I flinched at the pain.
Then I was standing looking at a very close shot of my pantyless vagina on a large television screen while he plucked stray hairs on my bikini line. I was embarrassed to have my vagina on display for everyone to see, so I kept covering the screen with my hands and looking around for someone to stop it.
The television was showing everything down to the curve of my buttocks and then zoomed in on my clitoris until it showed every single fold of skin. I watched as the waxer repositioned one fold of skin to make the shot more aesthetic, and I wondered who was video taping it.
I turned from the television for some help but no one was there.
Themes: Steve
I was carving pumpkins with Steve and his brother in our kitchen. His brother was using the counter by the trash can while Steve and I were using the tops of the washer and dryer.
I walked over to Steve and saw that he was carving a perfect circle for an eye. I saw he hadn’t yet cut a hole in the top of the pumpkin to scoop out the insides. I told him he needed to empty the pumpkin before he started carving the face.
He looked up at me with blank eyes and then started to cut a big hole in the top. I wondered if he was okay.
Then I was sitting in an audience with my brother John on my right and Steve in the seat directly behind mine. Steve began talking gibberish and rocking his body back and forth. I turned around and asked him to quiet down, but he soon started up again.
I saw a blue and white shape at the place where the wall met the ceiling, as though someone had plastered a ton of shiny Play Doh to the ceiling. This shape was what had upset Steve, who was upsetting the audience. I didn’t know why it upset him so much and I couldn’t calm him down.
Themes: Steve
B was on my computer and found an email that Kelli had sent to a woman online. In her email, she told this woman that her husband Mike liked to watch her masturbate with another woman. There were pictures attached to the email of Kelli in a corset sitting on her bed.
B had replied to Kelli’s email how disappointed he was that Kelli would disrespect her husband by propositioning a strange woman. I was furious that he had gotten into something that wasn’t his business.
Then I was standing in a field next to a large pile of rocks. A man approached the edge of the field and stopped because he was afraid of me. I ignored him, remained calm, and picked a rock out of the pile.
The band of my shirt had been pulled up over my arms and I didn’t want to flash the man. He followed me out of the field. We stepped onto a bus and sat in the back. I had to explain to a man a few rows in front of me that I was showing the caveman the city.
I was staying at my parents’ house in my old bedroom. I was getting ready for bed and had to pee, but the bathrooms were out of commission. My parents had set up an old cot in the middle of the basement living room to use until the bathrooms were fixed.
I went out into the living room and found my dad was getting ready to sleep on the couch right next to the cot. I laid down on the cot and pulled the blankets up to my chin so that I could pull my pants down and pee, but was very uncomfortable with my dad there.
While I laid there wondering how to get him to leave, Lacey jumped up on the cot and I told her to get down. Dad cracked a joke and then got up to let Lacey outside.
I tried to hurry up and pee while he was gone. I pulled my knees back and out and felt pressure on my bladder, but couldn’t urinate.
Judy had invited me to Jayme’s birthday party despite having just divorced B. It was a lovely sunny afternoon and I sat at an outdoor table with Judy and another woman.
I was having a very nice time and was in the middle of telling a funny story when Melissa snuck up behind me and kissed my forehead so lightly that it tickled. I giggled, rubbed my forehead with the back of my hand, and turned around to tell her to not tickle.
When I had turned back to the table to resume my story, Judy had sat back in her chair when previously she had been leaning forward and engaged with my story. She was rolling her eyes and shaking her head in disapproval.
I didn’t understand why she was so upset that my sister had interrupted my story. I got up from the table and went inside the cabin where the others were.
I excused myself from the party and went into the tree house to use the bathroom. When I sat on the toilet, a man opened the door. He saw me sitting on the toilet topless and apologized for interrupting. I wondered why I had taken my shirt off and told him that he wasn’t interrupting.
He came in and went to the other side of the room: it was a large sewing/craft room with a toilet in one corner. I reached to the floor on my left for my shirt and wonder how weird it would look without my bra on. I thought the man was very attractive, tan, broad shouldered, and curly sandy blonde hair.