Dream Journal
I sat in a rowboat with B in the middle of a lake. There were other boaters around us. I held a salad in a plastic container that I had gotten from a fast-food place, and there was a small spider crawling in it.
I told B that I was going to eat the salad as if I didn’t know there was a spider in it and when I became sick the people in the other boats wouldn’t make me go with them.
I took a large bite of the salad and watched the small spider scurry under some lettuce. From the same piece of lettuce came a much larger spider. I was shocked to see it, but was already committed to eating the salad. I did not want to go with the people in the other boats.