rhapsodic dreams

Dream Journal

dreamed on February 10, 2005

I ran up to a large metal gate right as the doors closed. It was cold and dark out, and I was wearing a parka. I rang the doorbell and two men came out of the gate with machine guns pointed at me.

I got down on my knees and put my gloved hands in the air. I knew I was going to be okay and wanted to remove one of my gloves to show this.

The two men led me through the gate and to a large mansion like building. Inside it resembled a hotel and a dormitory. There were a lot of young men, approximately college aged, standing and talking around the foyer.

I was very tired and really wanted to sleep. One man was put in charge of me, and I had to wait in the foyer for him. I couldn’t understand what the men around me were saying. I was led up a staircase; the upper floor resembled a dormitory hallway and a hospital hallway.

I walked around the square hall. Mostly there were doors, like in a dormitory, but one side of the building had a long row of beds and no separate rooms. I saw on one bed a girl slept naked and the covers fell off of her as she slept. I felt embarrassed for her in a house full of men.

The only place available was in a double bed on the end of the long row; I shared it with a sick man. I crawled under the covers, trying not to touch the man on the other side of the bed, and wanted to find the boy in charge of me.

He found me and led me to his small but private room. He closed the door behind me and pressed me against it. He pressed his body against mine, and all I could think about was how hard his body was. He kissed me and his bed was on the opposite end of the small room.

Themes: Hotel