rhapsodic dreams

Dream Journal

dreamed on April 4, 2004

I was walking up to the house with two brothers (not mine) and on my way passed a small garden with yellow crops. The lawn next to the house had large yellow patches as well—there was not enough water for all this vegetation.

The younger of the two brothers went in the basement door and the older went in the upstairs door. I knew they were angry at each other. On my way to the upstairs door, Lacey decided to climb through an open, non-screened window.

I was then inside sitting on the couch with the older brother on my left, the younger brother standing to my right, and Katy Stevens sat in an armchair to my left. We were just hanging out in the brothers’ basement having a good time. The older brother pulled me closer and put his head on my shoulder.

I crossed my legs and my pants pinched my legs. It was very uncomfortable. The older brother kissed me on the lips, and then stood up and announced that he would return shortly.

Everything is yellow. Katy is wearing a yellow flannel nightgown; the younger brother is wearing yellow jeans and a yellow shirt. He leaned over me like a child grown too large to sit in a parent’s lap and kissed me tenderly on the cheek. I know that he likes me and is jealous of his brother. The older brother - now B - returns with a yellow blanket. He draped it over the both of us and wanted to pool it at our feet. I didn’t understand, but I didn’t stop him.

He then asked me when the last time he changed, meaning his clothes. I didn’t know. He said that he wanted to make sure it was recently, because he wants to sleep with me. All of a sudden I am alarmingly confused. Sleep with me?

Themes: Sex