Dream Journal
I was lying in one of the few twin beds in our bedroom in the middle of the night; the other beds also had occupants. B came into the room and, standing by my bed, raised his arms above his head in a pose of victory. He excitedly announced to everyone in the room that he had just experienced his first orgasm, and his mom had helped.
Horrified, but not knowing what to say, so I sat up and listened. As he told his story, I sat up in bed and ‘watched’ it happen. He explained that he was having problems sleeping so went out into the living room. There he found a very large stuffed gorilla with an erect penis. He sat down on the gorilla’s lap, wrapped his arms around it, and proceeded to thrust his hips into the soft toy. His excitement escalated, but he was unable to get beyond a certain point: he had plateaued and was unable to hit the peak.
His mom (who in the dream looked nothing like his real-life mom: she was tall, skinnier, and probably in her mid-thirties) came out from her bedroom and found him humping the toy gorilla. She pet the top of his head and told him to lie back: “momma will help.”
At this point I was standing by my bed and asked him if she used her vagina. I asked him if he went inside of her. He wouldn’t answer my questions and wouldn’t look into my eyes. By his lack of answers, I knew that he had intercourse with his mom.
I felt furious, disgusted, offended, and baffled. I asked him why he didn’t come get me when he wanted to orgasm - I would have been more than happy to help. He shrugged and said he didn’t know.
B then said that he had put his penis on top of a black soft leather briefcase and rubbed it against the silver zipper. A little boy appeared with a glass of milk and poured it onto B’s penis. The boy rubbed the milk into B’s penis while B rubbed it against the zipper.
I wandered around in a small circle feeling everything and nothing - I was stunned - and then laid back down in bed.