rhapsodic dreams

Dream Journal

dreamed on November 12, 2002

I was in a small store that was quite dark and came up to a very tall rack of lingerie at which two people were browsing. Many of the pieces were larger sizes, and I had the feeling that they were used. I reached up and grabbed a long white satin gown that grabbed my attention. It had a high waistline, and two separate pieces of fabric to cover each of the breasts. Everything tied together in the back in a revealing and beautiful way.

I pulled it down, and saw that it was much larger than my size. Sadly I put it back and grabbed a dark satin chemise that was my size. I headed to the bathroom in my parents basement to try it on. I passed a bookshelf of theirs and saw a baby. My mother told me that it was the Vantrease’s new baby boy. He squealed and I thought he sounded just like his older brother at that age. I told my mom that he sure looked like a Vantrease baby.

I picked him up and tossed him in the air a bit. He was very happy with that. I then placed him in a playpen near the kitchen window. In this pen was also a very cute puppy. I was a little worried that the baby would harm the puppy, but my mother assured me that all would be fine. She then convinced me to try on the white satin gown.

I brought it into the bathroom and put it on. There were tiny satin covered buttons on the top half of the arm; the bottom half flared nicely. I began buttoning the arms up when I realized that my arms were too fat: the buttons wouldn’t button without severely stretching the fabric. I sadly removed the garment and left the bathroom.

While replacing it, my mother came up to me and chided me for wearing such revealing clothing. I looked down and saw that I was wearing a button-up, oversized pajama top that hung to my knees and was buttoned enough to not show my breasts. I told her that it wasn’t seeing through, and I was fully covered. She stammered, admitting that it currently wasn’t see through, but would be as soon as I stood in front of some bright light. I told her that wouldn’t happen, seeing as it was evening.

I glanced over at the bathroom door and saw brilliantly bright sunlight pouring from the window and out the door. I was very worried and became aware of the man sitting on a chair in the middle of the kitchen.