Dream Journal
I was at church sitting in the left aisle of pews with Tina. We were standing and finished singing the last song of the service. We turned to leave and standing in the right aisle a few pews behind us was Pam and her mom Karen. Tina and I went over to them. I gave Karen a big hug and Tina hugged Pam. I answered a few questions of Karen’s while Tina talked with Pam. I then said to Tina ‘OK, let’s go’ and turned to leave deliberately without saying a word to Pam. I felt very hurt that she hadn’t talked to me in over a year and did not want to act desperate for her attention.
I saw Pam turn her head away from us with an angry/hurt look on her face. With some animosity I said, ‘bye, Pam’. And I stood there. She looked at me and I was in the process of confronting her with my feelings of abandonment - everything I had ever wanted to tell her was running through my head and was about to come from my mouth - when I awoke.
Themes: Pam & Tina