Dream Journal
I was in charge of cleaning this person’s house while they were gone, and I had recruited some old high school friends to help me (Pam and Amanda), and Amanda told me that Julie said she’d help and Cindy (our old youth pastors wife) would too. We were all sitting in bleachers (outside, I think) and Amanda was super engrossed in something she was doing and Pam was nowhere to be found. I had to tell them that the person who hired me wasn’t home so we couldn’t go do it. I told Julie the same thing, and then sat a few rows back to watch (football game maybe?) - but I was watching the activity taking place in the stands, not on the field/court. I saw Julie and Cindy get up and leave, then Amanda, and then saw Pam go by too. I followed, interested in what they were doing, and they had gotten together to do the job anyway.
But the job was no longer cleaning - it was to put on a children’s carnival. And I was supposed to be in charge, but no one asked me to even come to the meeting. I was quite upset, but let it pass. We started setting up in this huge house, and one night they took all of the kids down into a huge field. I awoke from bed and saw them all running down there. I followed and intercepted my mom and some other kids on their way back. I asked her what was going on, and she said that there had been an important meeting about the carnival - she was surprised I wasn’t there. I told her to stay right there and wait for the others. I remember yelling ‘stop’ to everyone else when they got close and I made them sit down and listen to me. I was very angry, and was ranting and raving about being excluded when I was supposed to be in charge. We were in a big tent and they were sitting at its edges with me pacing in the center. They were all just smiling, almost humoring me - not taking me serious.
Themes: Pam & Tina